Ok so about 7 months ago I made the biggest mistake ever!! now it’s not one of those life changing ones that you have to have with you forever since in ended 2 months after it started. Truth be told I’m surprised it lasted that long. So In May of 2009 was my last month of high school and we went to Magic Mountain for our senior trip. You know Magic Mountain? It’s the Marine World/Discovery Kingdom/Six Flags only its 6 hours away and for some reason we needed to be there all day so we had to leave at 5am on a Saturday. That’s right for our senior trip we got to see what torture felt like, not that we didn’t know already. Anyway the worst part about it was that only 13 out of 14 people could go b/c my best friend, Claudia, only took three classes so they forgot to get her a ticket. However, once we got there and counted the tickets turned out we had two extras…fml! So we stay at the park until dinner time then we go to chili’s for dinner and for some reason a bunch of the adults wanna go back to the park even though the rest of us were pretty much done, so we do that and then end up finding a patch of grass and just sit there and relax until the park closes. At one point it was just Kyle and Me sitting on the grass while everyone else found something else to do. I’m not sure why I agreed, but for some reason I was giving him a back massage…While I was doing this he asked the question. “Do you like me?” ugh just my luck I just got told by another guy that he didn’t want to pursue anything with me b/c he liked another girl. Now the biggest creep in the world was asking me if I liked him and for some stupid reason I didn’t want to hurt his feelings so I said, “Ya, as a friend…” total lie! lol. And then he says the stupidest thing he could say, “Well I like you more than that and I’m not gonna stop trying to make you feel the same” Load of Crap for one thing and that was just perfect believe it or not I would’ve preferred you give up on me everyone else has given up on you…..including me! (Little harsh, but completely true!)
Lets get to my mistake. The next night he txted me to see if I wanted to go out and see a movie with him. For some stupid reason I thought he meant as friends, but I soon realized he saw it as our first date (Fuck my life!! ) So I say yes and the movie was great! next thing I know we are In A Relationship on facebook and I actually go out with him a bunch more times even though he treated me like shit and believe me I knew it. Now looking back I realize that I thought he was supposed to be God’s punishment for me being a huge bitch to people, not that it really stopped me, but that’s what I thought. However, I also think that I was just too big of a whimp to do anything about it or even break up with the guy. Which is why I waited 2 months and an eternity-long movie for him to break up with me. Which was the best day of my life! the second he stopped the car in front of my house I could not get out of that car fast enough and into the house to scream for joy!! then I looked in the fridge and found celebratory chocolate pie…(hmm, it’s like my family knew!) Thanks for listening.
Sara
